As I said to your Mom—you go from a big fish in a little pond to a little fish in a big pond when you go to high school—every body does and did for as long as I can remember. Thus everything is ( in your mind 10 times more important). Example;
How do I look?
Are my clothes in style?
What do the guys think of me?
What about the girls?
When basically five years down the road none of this matters the least little bit. What does matter is how much you learn, that you are honest with people, and that you know you are doing your best to be a proper person.
So you can go on feeling it is all those things and evil but it is nothing more to endure than what I, your Dad, your Aunts, your Mom and every adult who ever graduated has endured. So hang in there and try to look at it from a little different angle because it is what will make you the intelligent, resourceful, and powerful person you need to be!